i always tell myself that i’m going to use this blog but i really never do

things are tense and i hate tension i just wish i could back in time s i g h

sometimes i feel like you’re bipolar and sometimes i feel like we’re both too complicated and filled with problems to love each other

god i want to love you but i just dont know if i can

i need better grades but i refuse to look at my grades
i need to lose weight but i dont weigh myself
i think i’m paranoid

memories are the worst

i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself

GODDAMNIT

i hate people who blame other people for their problems or won’t take responsibility for themselves and their own problems those are the worst kind of people this is not my fault you did this to yourself

when will some people realize that no means no thats honestly my biggest frustration